END OF THE YEAR: What did i learned:

   Wow, what a terrible year. Mommy died, my uncle died and about three of my friends dealt with cancers/tumour. Such fun! I met a guy and he pulled a tendon, so god knows where we are at, i certainly don't know.

  Anyhow, i am a nowheres land, i can tell if i am relief or upset, or if i am happy or sad. it just takles turns.
  The main thing is that i have learn.

  I have learned that i am nor resposible for no one. I have learned that i am NOT able to look after anyone besides myself and the very close to me if they really need me.

  Basically: my mother is dead. my father was never there, so i feel i answer to no one and i control my destiny.

   But always with love and respect to my mama.


   Weirdly, i downloaded mommys music, and i love it.

 I guess we do not fall from trees...