Me again.
I'm not happy, oh no. As i'm listening to Pasty Kensit sing I'm Not Scare, I look in to my cat's eyes, and it was not light (as in the Apprentice) but pure hate towards me. It doesn't matter i brought him up from day one, no. Cats are very simplistic and remember the very last action you have done towards them.
Oh, they are stupid enough (or clever) that they will come back to you. You see, we all loose our temper, whether animals, plants, or Goddess forbid, humans. I spend countless months not punishing Mr. cat, not getting upset about (him) peeing in my own bed, not ravaging my sofas and so and forth but tonight something was different.
We had a battle of wills. I call him several times to get back in the house, as i lock the house after 11:30 and thats that. Now that's not normally not a problem, i call , he comes within 5 minutes. Tonight took an hour. Thats fine. As i went to welcome and all that, i got a nasty reception. And he bite me. And i felt bad. Let down by this friend which i understand, was at some point a wild animal, But i felt bewildered. I have been told by my cat psychologist never to hit him. So i didn't. I never have. my cat was what i can only call... nasty (BTW I am listening to Bananarama as it raises my spirits).
Anyhow, Mister cat has been so amazing in the last few months by turning up, bringing his girlfriend (or boyfriend, i've not check her/him , but before, he hated everybody, beginning for up-rutying him. And hey, i decided not to get a dog cause my hectic life would not allowed it.
I love Mr. Cat so much and i gotta be honest. In a world in which i am a little bit scared about people, not individually, but in mass, i really pick up who is real and who is not..(pets are great).
No, i'm not Lady Gaga. I doubt she spends the time correcting the spelling that much. But all i can say, is i do. How the message gets across is primordial to me.
It's only little me, in my crazy house with my bonkers cat, but more is to come. We shall talk about my experience with barbie
Thursday, 23 June 2011
Saturday, 18 June 2011
The indulgence of it all. First blog for the sake of it.
First thing i am only gonna write anything if:
A: i am relaxed
B: if its late at night ( with exceptional exceptions)
and C: my semantic, syntax or spelling mistake ARE mine and i do own them. Thanks!
They are genuine and hope that we will get along and i will be understood. You may find it amusing or stupid but whatever they are, they are me, and considering i am learning my seventh language the fact i can communicate in one or two languages is good enough for me.
D: This is an exercise in brainstorming, venting, counseling, and over all having fun and share me, myself and i with whomever deems to care. I myself follow several blogs which i adore for different reasons and at different times.
E: The title of the blog is so general and perhaps ambitious, just because that's the idea i want to project, emit... I simply would like to bring my very simplistic, yet complicated world we all live but not all feels that needs expressing. This is my prerogative and i feel a should be part of it.
F: i will always be honest. It's not my real name, as i feel the least people know the better. It's not really about me. It's about the idea of me (as a thinking, living being), and the idea of ideas for the sake of it. But i guarantee; NO Bullshit and no fakeness. I can go on and on about the psychology of it, but not today.
AND G: There's no limits. I will ramble on about anything and everything that crosses my mind. Think of it as my epitaph, my testament, and depending the mood, the hilarity of the whole of this mortal coil.
I do swear solemnly i will try my best not to be boring and share happiness (or moments of it) and dramas (as they unfold), share my obscure (and not so) cultural and street influences as we go along.
My email will be public and i will accept all manner of comments and i promise to respond to them all.
No taboo (with the two obvious exceptions), no problem. It's all about fun and zest for life but i realize a while back that not everybody shares my philosophy...
Nelux.
A: i am relaxed
B: if its late at night ( with exceptional exceptions)
and C: my semantic, syntax or spelling mistake ARE mine and i do own them. Thanks!
They are genuine and hope that we will get along and i will be understood. You may find it amusing or stupid but whatever they are, they are me, and considering i am learning my seventh language the fact i can communicate in one or two languages is good enough for me.
D: This is an exercise in brainstorming, venting, counseling, and over all having fun and share me, myself and i with whomever deems to care. I myself follow several blogs which i adore for different reasons and at different times.
E: The title of the blog is so general and perhaps ambitious, just because that's the idea i want to project, emit... I simply would like to bring my very simplistic, yet complicated world we all live but not all feels that needs expressing. This is my prerogative and i feel a should be part of it.
F: i will always be honest. It's not my real name, as i feel the least people know the better. It's not really about me. It's about the idea of me (as a thinking, living being), and the idea of ideas for the sake of it. But i guarantee; NO Bullshit and no fakeness. I can go on and on about the psychology of it, but not today.
AND G: There's no limits. I will ramble on about anything and everything that crosses my mind. Think of it as my epitaph, my testament, and depending the mood, the hilarity of the whole of this mortal coil.
I do swear solemnly i will try my best not to be boring and share happiness (or moments of it) and dramas (as they unfold), share my obscure (and not so) cultural and street influences as we go along.
My email will be public and i will accept all manner of comments and i promise to respond to them all.
No taboo (with the two obvious exceptions), no problem. It's all about fun and zest for life but i realize a while back that not everybody shares my philosophy...
Nelux.
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